I think I need to step out as an outsider and look at you in a different light before I finally love you more than I should been so.

But then again, I am glad I didn't let words from others get the better of me.

I want the best for you, out of anyone else in the world, and I want you to experience God one day, so Awaken next December is a date set, I know you did not make the decision yourself but I am forcing you to go (don't care already, must do whatever I can already) and I am writing it down in my calendar this instant. If need be, I will go with you. But I do not know whether it is advisable to convert twice in a short span of a year =_=

We will see where God takes us.

And, come back, He's still waiting.