If I could lose everything to have you back.
But the heart is something that you lack.
From there within all understanding and thoughts are being derived.
All you wanted was to forget and not bother.
How long.
How long can you last not caring.
Where is your truth.
I want your truth.
Not your other side.
Between the patches of grey and blue,
In them all,
I was searching for you, always.
My limp and weak heart
Cannot beat anymore.
It does not feel fury, passion or desire.
Because it does not wish to seek any longer.
The infinite hurt it bears.
That you bear all your life.
I could heal you.
I could break you.
But all I need now, is release.
Could you be the one to release me

I dare not put the question mark to end this.

On a happier note, I finally met the people I have always wanted to meet for so long just now wheeee!