For myself, I know not how to express my devotion to so fair a form. I want a brighter word than bright, a fairer word than fair. I almost wish we were butterflies and lived but three summer days. Three such days with you I could fill with more delight than 50 common years could ever contain.
My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains my sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk. Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains one minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk. Tis not through envy of thy happy lot, but being too happy in thine happiness, that thou light-winged Dryad of the trees in some melodious plot of beechen green, and shadows numberless singest of summer in full-throated ease.
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//Saturday, March 27, 2010 1:14 PM
Future.
As we grow older, some of us slowly lose our humanity, our senses fail, and our hearts ache even more.
//Wednesday, March 24, 2010 2:12 PM
LENT.
This Lent.
Whoa. How do I begin. I haven't been prayerful, I went clubbing (only once), ate too much till I've got heartburn =___= I have been petty, I have discounted people's feelings, I have chased after material things, I haven't been saving money. So much for abstinence. However the things I want to celebrate during Easter is, having a change of heart, a good change, also getting rid of the nasty things within me, having very good friends around me to tell me what I should not be doing, knowing who I should keep with me for a very long time, and to God: thank you for instilling the want in me to keep on improving my relationships with people, significant and insignificant in our daily lives. :)
// 12:53 AM
Lip
Either he has done some serious extensive research on everything that he needs to know to have us hanging on his words, if not I don't really see a reason why he might be schizo. Or maybe he might grow up to be a man who manipulates people to help him commit crime.
//Saturday, March 20, 2010 3:07 PM
Bright Star
//Monday, March 15, 2010 10:47 PM
I am so tired.
I can only cry this much.
But sometimes exceptions cause me to drain out all that is left. Why does what I want seem so right, but the rest all tell me to do otherwise? So I am not good enough to your friends. In the end, they won't be the ones I keep for life. I will buck up for the areas that I need to. But first, I need sleep, I need a reprieve. If not I will really kill myself. I would.
//Wednesday, March 10, 2010 12:44 PM
Translation of the song, for Sharon's sake.
The song title: Fairy Tale (yes its the album's version of the translation.)
Yes, I've had a few flings, But saying this doesn't make me feel lonely, Maybe I am too flamboyant, causing worry and heartache. Thus, destruction. I don't have any ulterior motives, please don't take it to heart. You know me, I was never pretentious in front of you. When did I ever lie? Don't ever think you were unforgettable. Disappearing, really wasn't my will. I haven't been to this restaurant for a long time, never thought that the facade has been changed. From the window at the corner, I caught a whiff of the scent of roses. I was definitely affected by what you had said before. I have never lied to you, why do I have to lie? You know me, one of my flaws is being forgetful. When did I ever lie? I am thankful for tonight's company But I realised I am not used to that. I didn't lie at all, why should I lie? Loving a person, but not loving, what would happen? Don't accuse me of lying, life is already difficult as it is. Some things are better left unsaid. I did not lie, it's love that has lied. It brought you here, and lied to me, but I, don't even have the hope of a possibility. I didn't lie, may I hereby wish you a happy marriage Please, forget all of my problems thereon.
//Tuesday, March 9, 2010 11:22 PM
I love this singer's song's singer.
是有過幾個不錯對象 說起來并不寂寞孤單 可能我浪盪 讓人家不安 才會結果都陣亡 我沒有什麼陰影魔掌 你千萬不要放在心上 我又不脆弱 何況那算什麼傷 反正愛情不就都這樣 我沒有說謊 我何必說謊 你懂我的 我對你從來就不會假裝 我哪有說謊 請別以為你有多難忘 消失 真的不是我逞強 我好久沒來這間餐廳 沒想到已經換了裝潢 角落那窗口 聞得到玫瑰花香 被你一說是有些影響 我沒有說謊 我何必說謊 你知道的 我缺點之一就是很健忘 我哪有說謊 是很感謝今晚的相伴 但我竟然有些不習慣 我沒有說謊 我何必說謊 愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣 別說我說謊 人生已經如此的艱難 有些事情就不要拆穿 我沒有說謊 是愛情說謊 它帶你來 騙我說 可我 沒有可能有希望 我沒有說謊 祝你做個幸福的新娘 我的心事請你全遺忘
//Sunday, March 7, 2010 11:54 PM
AYE. SHIZZ LA.
I want to feel the intimacy of a family again.
I haven't felt this way for so many years already, till today. I am like a chip off the old block, it needs a sturdy plank of wood to be a block, I can be, much unnecessary, I can be hacked at and left to decompose. Not saying that I am being treated that badly. But, sometimes, I guess I am much un-needed, because I feel that way. But, in all these years, I've just been absent. Absent from all the events that the closest I can get to them is during CNY.
Today, looking at all my cousins, so grown up, so different from who we were before. When we were young, we used to sleep over at each other's places, played and sometimes we used to be mean to this small cousin whom we didn't like much. (omg.) My eldest cousin of all, asked us how we will be like 5 years from now. I didn't answer. My three cousins said that they would have a car, they would start an entrepreneurship, they would have finished their studies and working. And I, in my mind, I thought I had the most disappointing answer of all. I want to start a family. So yes it's unrealistic, my age then will come across to many as too young, too unaccomplished, too juvenile. And considering that even at this age I still haven't been able to resolve a passion, I might as well end up getting shot at by society. So yes, looking at them, seeing the way they grew up, has been totally unexpected for me. From the girl who used to hold so much flare and potential, so full of it that it could propel a hot air balloon, I can say now that I deflated so much that it could never fly as high as it should ever again.
//Friday, March 5, 2010 12:32 AM
Dreams become visions and visions become reality.
I still have no idea what I like, and what I plan to do for the future. Am I doomed?
Shizz. The shizz. All I want, is to be content and be, um well, me for the rest of my life. I don't have big dreams, but I have DREAMS. Those dreams I have are like bubbles. I live in them, until people burst them apart and I am thrust harshly downwards. I don't have to have loads of money to keep me alive, although its essential to the extent we become mercenaries. We aren't made to be cutthroats just because of some small change and metals which curiously hold dear value. I just need, stability in these aspects: Religion, friendship, love, and passion. Will all these keep me alive till the day I burp my last? I sure hope they do.
//Wednesday, March 3, 2010 12:30 AM
My old new favourite song
//Tuesday, March 2, 2010 4:08 PM
Nobody should ever feel this way
So I shall stay in and be bitter, because there's a secret place where I will be angry and not do anything about that for long until it blows out in epic proportions. Massive. Destructive. Not resulting in severe injuries. But the damage done is enough. You won't ever get to see this side of me. Its dark. Its in the well of my heart. Unless you try hard enough to dig it out, I might let you sneak a peek of it.
// 2:38 AM
When you trifle with danger, don't forget there's me.
//Monday, March 1, 2010 1:23 AM
EH HEH.
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