Stop making me feel like I owe you.

I don't know what you are thinking about.

But today I just screamed so much, I screamed out my guilt, my unforgiving, my regrets, my vexations and they were projected at my mum.

You do know that is unfair.

I know it too.

Then stop fucking patronizing my feelings.

And then pulling them down when we get the chance to talk.

But I have a clearer head now.

I finally know who's always there for me, who still tries and who doesn't at all.