So I'd let it all fade, all fade.

For only you can stir me from the inside. But it is not a stir to keep me alive, it is a stir that evokes too much pain.

I don't know what I am seeing is the truth.

What the hell does it matter.

My thoughts have been choking me from since day zero.

I would run, but you always held me back.

Let me off.

Please.

I've been waking up too many times.

Till my energy has been depleting before I even started waking.

So much strength to last me till the end of the day, that didn't come from me.

That couldn't have.

Let me off.