I felt that same guilt sinking in just now.
And I started thinking.
Again.
But the pain does not stir anymore.
It's just that the verse "The first will be last, and the last, first" is starting to make a lot of sense to me right now.
Those who were friends to me now, are distant.
And those who had been distant from me before are beginning to re-establish a friendship with me again.
And yes, I admit to all my wrongdoings and overbearing actions done unto you, deep down, I know you'd understand and let it go. As it has always been easy for you that way, letting go.