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dot leong.shambles and sort of liberty surpassed your eyes forfeited the game All I Can Say, I Should Have Said /
Burdees /
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andrew
carmen
debbie
dottoo
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justin
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Run Away While We Still Have Time /
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Bella Luna Last night, I dreamt that Father T. gave me Holy C... These moments I feel like I am bursting at the seams. Good Friday is not supposed to be happy, k. Future. LENT. Lip Bright Star I am so tired. Translation of the song, for Sharon's sake. Credits /
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//Thursday, April 15, 2010 12:24 AM
Of a BBQ I was not bent on going.
I ran out halfway of the BBQ to meet Siying just now. Couldn't take the lovey dovey atmosphere at the pit. So I went out to take a breather. It proved to be an enlightening moment for me, more so of a closure that I needed to seek.
We talked about our past and our present. At that point, there seemed to be no future. I am honestly really relieved now, and my past posts are the opposite of how I feel, the anger, the hurt, the unfairness, the bitterness and the resentment, of myself. What for? Really, when you are a floater, I was actually at the rock bottom and you were only at the surface, trying to catch onto shore, but you can never reach it because you don't try hard enough, and thus, you'd drown, drown in your ruins. I don't and I never wish for that to happen to you, so I am going to do a closure on this soon. Because I am not scared anymore. If I love you, I love you as my brother, as my friend. How much time do I need? The moment is now. I sincerely hope that whoever your next girl is, treat her with the respect that she deserves, in spite yourself. Love her and correct her in a fraternal manner. She will never be good for you, if you don't allow her to be. Louis, with you, thank God that I only have the best memories a girl could ever wish for. Thank you, in a warped way for letting me go. I'd wish you will get the right idea of love in your mind. Thank you Siying for having been with me to tell me more about him. He's great as a friend, but for now, real sucky as a lover. Bleah. |
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